My purpose: buy face wash. My outcome: Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close, two packages of diced peaches, Melatonin, beef jerky, and the nagging question of how did this happen?
Well, shopping by myself has never been easy; I tend to get overwhelmed with the amount of choices and brands and bright lights and layouts and temperatue of the room and about everything else that could possibly be distracting. I set myself into Target for the second time today, feeling overly accomplished after my successful shopping expedition with my roommate earlier this morning. That was my downfall. I was, as I always am, completely distracted by the world. Oh, a book! I need a book! I deserve a book since I've been a responsible adult lately!
I should get some peaches. I really wanted peaches but I forgot them earlier. But these have cinnamon; that's extra sugar. I should get it to challenge eating disorder thoughts. But I really want the regular peaches. But is that eating disordered? FORGET IT, I'LL JUST GET BOTH AND DECIDE LATER.
Oh jeeze, I needed Melatonin because my meds aren't working as well. Okay. Melatonin. Then I'm going home. I'm sick of shopping. Oh hell, I'm hungry. Beef jerky sounds so good. I'll be intuitive! Beef jerky!
This is why I should never go shopping alone.
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